Friday, July 28, 2006 - :
Acks, Another day has passed.....counting down to the Os..... Just seventeen more weeks......what could be more unnerving? Blasting Koda Kumi's Trust Your Love, trying to get my mind off the closing exams as well as the short amount of time I have left with the friends which I have made at New Town. The more I ponder, the more I feel that there would definitely be this empty space in my heart which can never be filled in the same way again. The time which I have spent in New Town was fun as well as it being a period in my life which can never be relived again. The thought of being separated again after these four years, is no easy thing. Sometimes, it feels like a dream which is about to end......How I wish this time could continue on. Somehow or rather, I still feel that I am not prepared enough. Trying cluster papers all the time, being able to do some of which (applies mostly for Chem and Physics), which there are others which I have no confidence AT ALL (Amath, abit of Emath and Humanities). Sometimes, I wonder whether there is more which I can do to improve myself and whether this is what happens to most other students before they take the Os. I just hope that I will be able to clear all my doubts by the time it is the prelims and that I will be able to ace it. Praying everyday, hoping that the Lord will send me help and that I will be able to embrace it and make the most out of it. Trying to cut down on my anime intake now, max of 3 episodes per day. Forcing myself to do at least one paper per day. Gonna study with Casey and Johan tomorrow. Crossing my fingers that it will be fruitful and we won't end up talking and joking amongst ourselves. Gonna chiong Amath and probably physics tomorrow. Probably gonna run in the evening....Need to exercise......Probably gonna catch some anime before getting ready for church the following day.....Sigh......with this little amount of time left, the best thing to do is to plan, plan and plan somemore. Can't be awasting my time anymore......
Heng Minblogged at 5:56 AM