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Name: Heng Min
Age: 16 already =)
Hobbies: Life for me revolves around anime, manga, tennis and studying. Occasional chatting online as well bobbing to the beats of J-pop. Although dancing ain't my thing, I try....hopeless at it though... =p
Birthday: 28.08.1990
Happy Days: Blog
Memories: Archives/Links
Speak Up: Tagboard
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Oh my goodness, its been 3 years since my last post. Many reasons, some of which I feel are justifiable and some maybe not so has resulted in this hiatus for 3 years. Over the course of 3 years I have realized many aspects of my life which I feel are lacking. I attribute these wandering thoughts to having a great deal of time to ponder over these when I am alone on duty. I do realize that these aspects of my life are rather unsettling and definitely require severe attention to and changes must be made as quickly as possible. The rapid transition from college to the army has made me realize that I have failed to act in many ways and some of these actions which I have failed to do have resulted in faults in my life. Most of which resulting in a great amount of grief and anguish in my heart. Regret would be one of the best words to portray my immediate sentiments to my actions. The element which makes it worst is the fact that I can find no reason for not doing what I should have done. Even doing something as simple as speaking my mind, I presumed that actions alone were sufficient. I also failed to realize the signs which were so blatantly placed before me. I question my filtered judgment now when the entire ordeal has simmered down and realize that I was nothing but a fool. The signs were very clear but I failed to heed the conscience which was ringing persistently by me. I clung on feebly to what I assumed was true but reality was never been awfully pleasant to me. Change is indeed what I need to push on and change has what I have been working on over the past year. Fail as I may time and again, I now know what I truly desire and will persevere towards that goal. Success would be sweet but I know it will be scattered with many obstacles. Reliance on God as well as a calm mind would allow me to attain just what I want.