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Name: Heng Min
Age: 16 already =)
Hobbies: Life for me revolves around anime, manga, tennis and studying. Occasional chatting online as well bobbing to the beats of J-pop. Although dancing ain't my thing, I try....hopeless at it though... =p
Birthday: 28.08.1990
Happy Days: Blog
Memories: Archives/Links
Speak Up: Tagboard
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ARGH! I have failed yet again! What I promised myself has just crumbled yet again. Friends? Somehow, my heart tells me no. In every way I look at it, despite how the odds are SO MUCH AGAINST me, I still feel that shes the right one. I can't believe that i faltered over such a short period of time.... It really hurts, knowing of the time constraint, knowing that there would probably be less than two more occasions to meet her. More of the regret that I wasted the pass two months, not doing ANYTHING to try to mend the relationship. More of just ego on my part that I would not lose to her. Thinking that what she did was on purpose and that I needed to find a way to get back at her. But that probably was not the case. Shockingly, she remembered something which I actually forgot. Now, I feel that the only thing I can do to hopefully redeem myself is to make this next event the best as I can. Much thought, plenty of planning and probably something more sincere would help me get the message over properly this time. But above all things, I really have to thank God for giving me this window of opportunity to realize that I was wrong. Better late than never. Thank you Lord for helping me realize that time is of the essence and that I really need to do something sincere to reach her. Lord, please help me bring the message over and allow the reply to be one which is positive. But above all things, Lord, please allow what may result from my choice of action to be what is pleasing unto you. Lord, please help my be more certain of what I want, and make the choice of action be one which is correct and pleasing unto you.